As Corrinne Bailey Rae “Trouble Sleeping” is playing, my fear comes bubbling to the top
She sings, ” I won’t say I’m falling in love”
Don’t tell me I’m falling in love.
I’m not myself.
But those three little words can not escape my lips.
Love is chasing me and I refuse to let it in.
I don’t want to fall in love though I’ve expressed on occasion that I do.
Love scares me because it becomes about us instead of I.
Selfishness is my best friend.
Sorry love but I just can’t let you in.
Even though I haven’t been myself because love is at my doorstep.