So that feeling you get when you realize, “hey, I really like this person” and then the Oh shit! look appears. That’s where I’m at and I’m not here for it. I don’t like it. It changes everything. You don’t have to let it change everything but it does. It’s the first sign of hey I’m falling. I’m not a fan of falling because that leaves only one thing left to be done; for him to drop me on my ass.